The waiting is almost over

The waiting is nearly over. My mom has her appointment at 1pm today & my dad is going with her.

I spoke with her last night. Neither Mom or I had slept well the pervious evening. Last night I was up until 4am. I was SO tired but I couldn't get my mind to slow down.

Today I can't eat becuase I am afraid it will all be liquid if I do. My nerves are shot, my stomach aches, I feel like crying & sleeping all day. None of which are an option with two little girls to care for.

My Mom was planning on working today before her appointment. I know that we do what we have to do & her boss is counting on her help while he is away.

I am also worried about my Dad. He has a heart condition & he holds most everything inside. How will HE handle this? For that matter, how will my Mom handle this. Gee, how will my entire family handle this.

All I can do is contiune to pray it ISN'T cancer & pray that if it is...that it hasn't spread.

I will let you know the results soon. The Dr appointment is about3 hours & 15 minutes from now.